It sneaked it’s way in; unseen. Should I have noticed? Did I not prepare him for this? For the lies he would hear, the persuasion of others? Friends are more heard than fathers and mothers.
Could I have done more? I questioned and reasoned but it fell on deaf ears, ears that were being tickled by the words of his peers.
I have prayed and I’ve cried, I have such sadness inside. My heart is broken for you my love, oh how I wish there was something I could have done. Something to make you see the truth. We always had that closeness, we’d share things, you and me.
But those days are gone, all I feel is pain; the pain of a loss , of a mother’s heart broken. Everything has changed ;you’ve changed, not me! I’m still hear, trying to reason, trying to make you see, but it’s useless. Did you ever listen to me?
So I pray ,I beg, I plead, oh dear Lord, please hear me. Hear these cries from my broken heart, from the relationship I don’t want to fall apart. Help me to be graceful; give me the words to speak. I can’t do this without you.
There’s this piece of sadness that lives inside of me, it will stay there till the truth will set him free. Only you can do this Lord; help me, guide my way, and please give me the strength to get through each day.
Thoughts & Faith 